A Bond-slave of Jesus - Chambers, Oswald

I am crucified with christ; nevertheless i live: yet not i, but christ liveth in me. Galatians 2:20.

These words mean the breaking of my independence with my own hand and surrendering to the supremacy of the lord Jesus. No one can do this for me, i must do it myself. God may bring me up to the point three hundred and sixty-five times a year, but he cannot put me through it. It means breaking the husk of my individual independence of god, and the emancipation of my personality into oneness with himself, not for my own ideas, but for absolute loyalty to Jesus. There is no Possibility of dispute when once i am there. Very few of us know anything about loyalty to Christ for my sake. It is that which makes the iron saint. Has that break come? All the rest is pious fraud. The one point to decide is will i give up, will i surrender to Jesus Christ, and make no conditions whatever as to how the break comes? I must be broken from my self-realisation, and immediately that point is reached, the reality of the supernatural identification takes place at once, and the witness of the spirit of god is unmis- takable i have been crucified with Christ (RV). The passion of Christianity is that i deliberately sign away my own rights and become a bond-slave of Jesus Christ. Until i do that, i do not begin to be a saint. One student a year who hears gods call would be sufficient for god to have called this college into existence. This college as an organisation is not worth anything, it is not academic; it is for nothing else but for god to help himself to lives. Is he going to help himself to us, or are we taken up with our conception of what we are going to be?