Gossip

After I have listened
to gossip for an hour,

After I have listened
to gossip for an hour,
Vainly I imagine
that I’ve escaped its power.
Totally unconscious,
I drank in every word;
Soaked up all the passion
of everything I heard.
Thinking I’m impartial,
I never really dream
Someone I have honored
is losing my esteem.
Haven’t I intended
to vindicate my friend?
Haven’t I attempted
his motives to defend;
Spoken of his virtue,
and taken up his part?
Yet insinuations
were pressed upon my heart.
All I’ve said is nothing
but lame apology,
Not to be compared to
the vile effect on me.

July 15, 2009